6/24/11

6/24/11
I'm not too sure how much more of this I can take. Of what? Of the decision making and the pressures that build. I have a short list of serious problems all of which I can remedy with patience, time, and strength. Each one's final decision will change my life in a major way,, but to make the best choice is the painstaking part. Two days off with no where to go except in my own head has left me exhausted and still I feel at a loss. I know when I feel like this the anvil is hot and ready to strike. The pressure will build and when I'm about to lose it, the levee will break and the answers will come.